I have to say, after taking this break from school, I'm ready to go back. School really is where I belong, even if I don't like the one I currently go to, or that particular counselor. For goodness sake, i'm starving for some education here! I have been reading some books, buti kind of miss textbooks. Maybe I did just need a break, I can't wait for the summer semester to come so i can take the dreaded math course! and damn it I want to get A's on a test everytime! I'm tired of only going for Bs when i know i can get way higher. Now that i have seen what's going on when i'm in school, i'm ready to go back ~_~. Until then, i think i'll blow my job money on tons of books to read since i'm so bored, maybe something like better time management, and organization books.
WHOOO! about time! it's like I just finished a life long journey! Yea Right ~_~ but anyway, it's good that i'll finally start getting some kind of money with my broke ass. What's also good about it, this job will keep me occupied since starting Thursday, I no longer will have the Internet until the family moves into the new place sometime in March LOL...ugh. OH WELL! MONEY! MONEY! MONEY!
WOW! When was the last time i wrote in this thing? *reads last post date* SEPTEMBER!XD Well from september up til now, it hasn't been al that great. I owe quite a bit of money, failed my Biology class, and i'm still trying to find work. But i decided, i can't have both right now, so i am not going to school this semester. There are too many things left to do, so much money to pay back. Maybe I have to experience life a little more before I can discipline myself into paying full attention to studying for my dream. I mean, I was feeling kind of miserable in there. I know how this person in my friends list feels now about BMCC. I guess i'll just continue to improve on writing and other things and do a lot fo reading on the time im out of school for now. On another note, I've got an interview tomorrow and since I have free time ALL week now, I believe I will have a good chance at getting it. I have a better chance at getting jobs period hopefully.
It is the largest Parade in North America ~_~ makes me proud to have my family from the carribean culture. ASHLEE! while we are walking to the Parade And Now to the Festivities ( Read more... )
So i've been like watching the F'in Degrassi marathon and i'm like is that how it is in Canada?@.@ on ep 511 where Paige discovers herself to be a possible lesbian 8O. OMFG Manny is a HO! and whats her face um..um...Alexis is being so damn pitiful! she's over here becoming another Manny trying to pick up everyone's leftovers! she's a Goth ho!
The worst part is watching the children in the doll test. Geez, i know all about those "standards" from when i was growing up. Of course the standards are still around. I remember thinking of myself as the "bad" black doll when i was little. I hope maybe this will dramatically change one day.
Does it F'in look like i want to go to school? no! four days off and now i have to go back today and in one day. 1.Take a an exam that was meant for thursday 2.Study for 2nd quiz that was missed thursday 3.Type outline for my speech tomorrow 4.Practice for my speech tomorrow ugh, damn the lazy person in me just wants to go to bed and not wake up till the first episode of flavor of love comes on. Well it's not like i don't already know what it will be like, really what gets into these women to fight over that damn Gremlin with gold teeth? the dude is like what? almost fifty?and he looks dirty no matter how much he's worth! yuk...either way i'm goign to watch it.
I went to the Afropunk festival with Ashley. Well First i begged my dad for his kodak digital camera but he was being lame so i demanded some money instead ~_~. Thinking i was going to be Late i rushed to duane reade to buy a disposable camera instead, but the line was long so i just gave up and rushed to the 41 bus to get to the meeting area where a bus ride that was part of the fee for the festival to take us to Newark, NJ was located. I was wrong! i was super early and the bus was super late so i could've bought the camera after all D: oh well. ( Read more... )
one of my dreams ~_~ is to spend a christmas holiday in each country i desire to visit can/will it come true? we'll see :3 why did i write that?i don't know, i just felt like writing down some goals and dreams.
I just registered for eng 101 and speech 100 courses, FOR THE SUMMER! yay! Finaid is going to pay for it! now i dont have to worry about these 2 classes for fall semester! except for having to take eng 102 in the fall now, but it means ill be getting out of here sooner thank god, it also means i need to work harder and spend less time on anime and hanging out though :( *SIGH* oh well, it's worth it to get to a school offereing a bachelor's degree faster
I'm really nervous for later on today, I start volunteering at the a clinic where my cousin's job is at, he is giving me all these instructions to make sure i do good and get in good with the boss, who he tells me is racist*sigh*, then he tells me to make sure I analyze all the workers because i can't trust them and they talk about people a lot. I'm like geez, I didnt even start the volunteering yet and he is frickin scaring me off, but hey that's how it is at everyone's job right? -_-;; i just want to learn everthing quickly and do a good job, because if they like me then i can get the job being paid*sigh*, the thing is i still need money now.
some opinions on shows and movies that i have seen just because i feel like it and bored: X-men 1: Fantastic! i loved it! but why is rogue such a wimp and cyclop such a bitch? x-men2: ok, this one is good also, the best part is when the school is being invaded X-men 3:....*sucks teeth* suuuuuuuucked, WTF professor X *dies*, cyclops dies pathetically which we didnt even get to see,yea jean gray died in the end THANK YOU! it was about time they dead that ho i never liked her *should've stayed dead since the 2nd*, magneto gets turned "human", mystique as well, wolverine was being a moaning biatch to, and there were these whole bunch of corny useless mutants introduced, juggernaut stfu, iceman STFU, kitty was cool she was stealing Rogue's man away from her to the point that Rogue's wimp ass turned herself human, leave the school then bitch! yea, so the movie was kinda crappy for an old x-men fan, but for anyone else i guess they thought it was great *fight scenes were good though*.
Today my sister went back home to maryland and of course no one but me helped her to the port authority with all the luggage(lazy bastards) neyney cried when she got on the bus realizing i wasn't getting on it with them T_T. I bumped into someone from my old highschool and he was pretty sexy looking!! I have to bump into him again for sure! and whats with guys trying to talk to me when i haven't had any sleep whatsoever with my face almost looking gray? the two things i want more than anything right now, it will help me stay determined to find a job! anybody else who uses things you want very bad to help you stay determined to do something?
OMG! IM 20 YEARS OLD! i need to change some stuff around now definitely, ugh it doesnt even feel like im 20 i still feel 19, i'm not in my teens no more! T_T
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